Crew Member Discloses Emotional Distress After Deluge of Harassment Post-Spaceflight
A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her battle with depression after facing a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.
Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also included well-known figures.
The high-profile flight was met with derision by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a social media post, recalling a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the aftermath of the journey.
She portrayed the news reports and online discourse as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she wrote. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Buried Under Misogyny
The researcher, who has focused her career on gynecological science and operated research during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – including her studies and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her roots – was buried under the avalanche of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for sexual assault survivors.
Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after an attack during her college days, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Months following reaching space, she noted the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she thanked the supporters whose kindness pulled her through. “Your support rescued me,” she said.
She noted that even with the backlash, important benefits had resulted from the flight, such as increased focus on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the historic roster on a 11-minute journey that crossed the internationally recognized boundary of space.
The diverse crew also comprised experts in different industries.
The enterprise behind the flight is a private space firm launched by a Amazon founder.
